Melancholy have I been of late. Still feeling joy, and peace, and happiness. But Melancholy would be the best way to describe my state of being. I simply am. A true Pisces, I do not feel that I truly belong in this world. It’s joys to me are erratic, fleeting, and at times lack intensity.
I am a searcher. Ever seeking truth and peace, my soul is often restless. I cannot say that I am unsatisfied with myself. How can I be, this is the life I have laid out. But more, I cry, MORE! From each new thing I find, each new secret I unlock from the vault’s of the universe, I leap forward. For I know that each new thing will allow more truth to filter into me and through me.
I am learning about acceptance. Acceptance of myself, of others, of circumstances, etc. I am content just wandering this world. Going through its struggles and joys, knowing that all is temporary.
I am an observer. A wanderer. A lover. A fighter. A learner. A ponderer. This world is a wonderful place, full of many secrets and lots of magic. I will not pass through idly. Whatever could come next?