I find that slowly I am learning how to trust myself; trust that I have everything I need to be as successful in this world and in my endeavors. My trust issue has never really been about trusting other people. I feel like I have a pretty good grasp on that. I have had issues with self-confidence and the innate knowing that every human should have – that you have all you need to be productive in your life.
It’s been a slow process, this learning to trust. I have noticed it within myself as new events have come to pass. I have noticed it in my relationship with Tim, I have noticed it in school, I have noticed it with my music playing. I have even noticed it in my cooking. It is a slow emergence, which I think is best. Good things have a tendency to come slowly.